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Preoccupations

by Mary Collins

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1.
Sing me awake, I've been sleeping for far too long Drowning in memories so sweet like honeybees Taking my time, I've been waiting for something to give But all life does it take, take, take away from me The world goes on turning, the seasons still change We rearrange our lives The best of intentions can't cover up pain But we know that we'll give them a try Cause a dream doesn't sound like a lie So sing me awake, I've been sleeping for far too long Tying my heartstrings 'round empty promises Breathing in slow, I've been searching for someone to love But all love does is break, break, break our hearts again The world goes on turning, the seasons still change We rearrange our lives The best of intentions can't cover up pain But we know that we'll give them a try Cause a dream doesn't sound like a lie And it's no wonder we can't stand the weather We can't hold the heat in our veins In between questions and answers There's no room to just see today The world goes on turning, the seasons still change We rearrange our lives The best of intentions can't cover up pain But we know that we'll give them a try Cause a dream doesn't sound like a lie So sing me awake, I've been sleeping for far too long
2.
Breathe 03:19
You're in the words I write You're in the sky I scan for the smog I think of the day you'll come to be You're in the fights we fight You're in the signs we wave from the crowd But I wouldn't wish that on anyone I'm sorry for the things we should've done Like making this a place where you could live at peace With the trees and mountains But I would plant a garden in the middle of the night to help you breathe How can I tell you why How can I say we all did our best When I don't always even try And if you could see me now You wouldn't trust my sense of regret But I can feel it rising Will we find our way before we lose it to the water Will there be enough that anyone can have a son or daughter Is there any chance you'll hear this Or that you could understand Or are you only in my head Is this only in my head I'm sorry for the things we should've done Like making this a place where you could live at peace With the trees and mountains But I would plant a garden in the middle of the night I would give my bones up to the morning light I would leave myself behind so you could breathe
3.
Tell me you're not afraid of love I've got a lot to give, but I've just gotta know If you'll push past the easy road I wanna take it slow, but I don't want to Give myself over with nothing to long for I keep searching for warning signs It's easier to stay where I'm frozen and safe Where I don't have to let you in To let you see the space where I hide Cause I'm just done rebuilding And I don't want to catch fire I just wanna let you know That you can let me go Won't try to hold you down Cause Lord knows I've tried and failed But we can't live on fear alone I see it in your smile, but it won't overcome We could break through the borderline Shake away the doubts that we've harbored And choose to start over But if you're not over I want you to know That you can let me go Won't try to hold you down Cause Lord knows I've tried and failed Hold on to me You can hold on to me When your worries won't wait When your words fade away Hold on to me You can hold on to me When you stop seeing stars Where you used to before Hold on to me (Just wanna let you know) You can hold on to me Hold on to me (That you can let me go) You can hold on to me Hold on to me (Won't try to hold you down) You can hold on to me Hold on to me (Cause Lord knows I've tried and failed) You can hold on to me But I just wanna let you know That you can let me go Won't try to hold you down Cause Lord knows I've tried and failed
4.
The world has told me Be light, be gentle now Grow older with your head resting on another's shoulder That road seemed easy But the nights grow colder now Searching for a spirit who can brave this life with me The lights shine brighter And I start to lose myself Faking all these smiles when they don't come naturally And I get my hopes up Giving you the best of me Cause I can't believe That holding back would ever get me where I want to be And no one ever thinks to warn you that it isn't easy To open up without a doubt of what he stands to gain Reinventing every word into a good intention Goes unmentioned But there could be a bright new day Right beyond the life I always thought I'd lead There could be a bright new day Waiting when I start to trust in what I feel So I've made my mind up Not to waste my life away Thinking I could make you someone that would make me happy Did you think that I would wait for you After everything you put me through I don't see how you think that you're the reason that I breathe And no one ever thinks to warn you it'll only hurt you To open without a doubt of what he stands to gain Reinventing every word into a good intention Won't lead to A bright new day Right beyond the life I always swore I'd lead There could be a bright new day Somewhere where I'm holding on to what I see There could be a bright new day A bright new day A bright new day I'm gonna make a bright new day

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released May 23, 2022

Music & Lyrics by Mary Collins

Mary Collins: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar

Shyalina Muthumudalige: Backing Vocals
Aaron Marcus-Willers: Electric Guitar
Jake Chouljian: Drums, Percussion
Daniel Nivia: Bass

Riko Morisawa: Cello (Hold On to Me)
Bea Laszlo: Vocals (Hold On to Me)

Recorded by Gazelien Records at NYUAD
Mixed by Mary Collins with support from Gazelien Records

Album Art by Am Silruk
Video Visuals by Kyle Adams

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Mary Collins Ann Arbor, Michigan

Mary Collins is an independent singer/songwriter, fiction author, and audio storyteller. Born and raised in Ann Arbor, Michigan, Mary is currently attending college at NYU’s campus in Abu Dhabi, where she studies creative writing and music. Her songs draw on her training as a writer, blending striking vocals and captivating guitar lines to portray honest stories and emotions. ... more

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